THAUMATURGICAL HEALING AND LIFE BEFORE RECORDED TIME!
First draft prelude Irving, 03/03/95
I have written what follows and the book entitled MINE ARE THE EYES OF……….” in memory of Rabbi Shimeon Bar Yochai (circa 100AD) because I see everything as he did-as his eyes were the two orbs through which I observe the world-this dimension).
All things, everything, dreams, nightmares, reality, the surreal, all thoughts, sights, words, the dark, the light, shadows, all we can see, hear, feel, smell, taste, touch, sense, remember, all I can remember in the darkest of the blackest nights and in the surreal sun of the days-all seems to haunt me, to taunt me, yea, to torture me even beyond my ability to bear and bear-for sublime reasons I cannot even begin to fathom.
Again for reasons I cannot fathom, I am compelled, no, impelled, with a dark fury, to write. Perhaps it is because I recall so clearly, too clearly, the life of Rabbi Shimeon bar Yochai, as if I where then with him, as if I were then alive. Perhaps it is genetic memory, perhaps I was then alive, perhaps in some way my soul was then present, perhaps I was there in another form as yet incomprehensible to the minds of human kind, of mankind, or should it truly be the minds of those who are mad, who are insane?
Yet my genetic memory, if that is what it truly is, recalls so clearly, so vividly, all that transpired. Indeed it is far more than our minds as they are currently constituted can comprehend or even begin to conceive. Yet I recall identifying, yea, being with Rabbi Shimeon bar Yochai, as if I was either him or his closest disciple, I now know not which.
In many ways it is indeed as I was with him from the very beginning, in Jerusalem when the Temple was corrupted and the City desolate. Mayhap I was in some mystic or other inexplicably unexplainable way or unimaginable state far beyond humankind comprehension, for I recall so clearly, so vividly all that then was, even the minutia. Perhaps it is because of other factors which I cannot raise from my subconscious, no matter the effort I put forth. It is obviously because of what I know, or I think I know or may not know. Perhaps, perhaps…….…………..
In any event until recently I believed without question that every act each of us performed was for a reason, or reasons beyond comprehension. And that the raison d’etre for all acts and happenings would be manifested in the fullness of time. This belief is most fundamental to me, to Kabbalah, which I have studied since a young child. In so doing I followed in the footsteps of my ancestors, who for many centuries were amongst the foremost and illustrious of Rabbis, Healers, Kabbalists, Talmidim Chachochim (brilliant students), and warriors too in the early centuries and at all times they were “Tzaddikim Nestarim”the anonymous sages, when the need for such holy and wise men-sages-arose. They were warriors then too for Judaism, and then all humankind.
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I am steeped in the lore of Judaic mysticism, Kabbalah and the Zohar (the Book of Splendor) written by Rabbi Shimeon bar Kochbai when he and his son lived in a cave for some thirteen years awaiting the angels to bring forth more from above to be written in the Zohar, our belief in Ha Shem, this belief, which has been the most vital and intrinsic element that has kept us alive as Ivrim for centuries, millennia, beyond count.
Even after a lifetime, perhaps lifetimes, of witnessing horrors beyond description, I still believed all that I had read, learned, felt, heard and sensed even when still in the dark, watery and warm comfort of my mother’s womb. I believed everything; yes all of it until several months ago. In some sense, perhaps I still do believe, because of the vast multitude of happenings, of events, perhaps even miracles, that cannot be explained in rational ways. I always thought and believed I was always a rational being But perhaps not. Perhaps nothing whatsoever, none of the greatest of events, none of the divine, heavenly the miracles, perhaps nothing will ever be explained.
I began to question all I had believed in, and then to refute all my beliefs-the existence of all that to me was holy, for I was witness to evils inconceivable in the wildest of nightmares. Evils that could readily destroy not only Judaism, but all humankind and destroy all so rapidly in a nanosecond. Events that cannot be logically, logically? discussed or written here, events requiring the greatest of super electronic microscopic examination that may not even exist in today’s science, and in dark and deeply buried places far beneath the earth and deeply cloistered, highly secret shelters.
For the NRA and NSA, agencies of the government of the United States of America, possess supercomputers so powerful as to almost defy imagination, that track every single phone call, wireless or landlines, every single email, which are flagged depending on the respective profiles and keywords contained in all electronic communications, and which are known only those with the highest security classifications. The nightmare of “1984” magnified exponentially.
Thus, I am reluctant to reveal, perhaps cannot or dare not reveal all that I know. But hopefully in another plane or manner or place and in the event of certain happenings, probably calamitous events, I will be able to discuss deliberately, openly and write the entire unvarnished truth.
To this end I have utilized a disc to write and have also utilized encrypted algorithms, thus making it most difficult to be traced until the algorithmic sequence and codes are deciphered, as they surely will be when found in hands that realize its significance. Since I use this means only once in a given place and time, and in certain sequences, it is relatively secure for an undetermined period of time. I do not wish to sound sinister or mysterious, but all that has taken place has made me more than somewhat paranoid. Is it paranoia? Or what? I truly know not.
All that I continue do and have done, obliquely, clandestinely or otherwise, for many years has not been for Israel per se but for Judaism and all humankind.
All brought about by the entity ostensibly known as the Tzaddikim Nestarim-the “Anonymous “Sages. Indeed the Mossad, the CIA, the KGB and the intelligence agencies of other countries would pay great fortunes to know who and what is behind the entity.
And what are the Sages’objectives? how do they perform the acts they do? Why did Rabbi Shimeon create them? By divine revelation? On and on and on. Even I, who for many years have been involved with the Sages know so very little, by desire and because I need not know -“need to know” parable of our times or perhaps I am not to know. What am I then? Am I Rabbi Shimeon’s reincarnation or am I simply who I have been told I am?
Because I know so very little, I pose no security problem in the event I am forced to reveal, if ever captured by the foes that exist everywhere. Even in such event I am armed with a new discovery kept in one of my teeth that will bring death within three seconds, perhaps less and thus instantaneous. I know very little, do not wish to know more and this is how it must be. However, several of my ancestors have been leaders of the Sages in their respective times, for at least for 1000 years, yet the Anonymous Sages have been in existence about 2000 years and are known to but a handful of those with the “need to know”.
Now as I write and as can be gleaned from the contents hereof, all that I have done must of necessity end for the sake of all concerned. One weak link can readily destroy all. Then I ask-what am I to do for the years that remain to me? I have been a loner so to speak for longer than I can recall-excused myself, if you will, from the tenor of society. It is readily apparent at least to me that I have aged in every way, much more in recent months than in the previous half century of my being.
I have become a cynic, far from the optimist I once was, and even worse than a pessimist I am now afraid yet until now I was totally fearless of anything on Earth except for the wrath of G-D. Can I return to what once was ostensibly a so called normal existence?
I do not know. Even my children know not the details of what I have been involved in-only that I have spent considerable time in Africa, the Mid East, Europe, the Far East and many other parts of the world. I always believed that the less they knew of my travails the better.
Yet Jonathon, my son, a brilliant young surgeon and healer, asked me once when we were in Houston, to prepare for him an outline or family tree-dating back to the 12th century. He also had implied certain things that led me to believe that he knew far more than he had hitherto let on. I did pursue this nor question further-yet I was most curious as to the “12th” century-and other events that I had never mentioned to him or my other children. I advised him that I would do so in due course. They know not I have led a secret life and that what I have done in order to conceal it defies logic.
All the above aside, also taking into account my disdain for material possessions now for many years, and my lack of wealth-having given away great wealth to those truly in need, indeed almost for anything other than the necessities on which to live, my cynical outlook now, my deep concern for all mankind-knowing what I know. Can I realistically fit into a society that is oblivious to all that has taken place, indeed that will shortly take place, … a society of what? I simply do not know.
Further it appears I may not be able to patently or latently divest myself of that which I have undertaken-that I may have to do so very clandestinely and secretly, if at all.
Again I realize that as I write, I seem to ramble disjointedly, perhaps even nonsensically, in the tone perhaps of despair and redundancy.
This too surprises me for heretofore I have considered myself and have been considered by others whom I respect, as a most capable and logical writer. Deep within me I want to and yet do not want to write, and if I do write, perhaps to hibernate while I do so.
Hidden from all that I know, have witnessed and been part of. Perhaps as a warning, in the words of the poet “a bell to toll me back to me, from the deceiving elf . But even if I did write such a tale, it could not be published for at least twenty five years from the time my soul departs these earthly garments, and more than likely, fifty years thereafter. This I so promised to the Sages and my promise is sacrosanct. If circumstances dictate otherwise, the Sages will allow me to publish whenever they deem it is necessary to do so-to alert the world to the impending disaster.
Now I open my heart and mind in these tomes, for reasons I am still at a loss to explain. I have never done so heretofore. It must be that because I sense that I can do so without fear and perhaps it is because of my innate ability to know the unknown. I sensed such in myself. That which I observed therein was rather startling to me for I could not recall ever having seen or sensed previously in anyone the same characteristics and other qualities so pleasing to me. The saying that the eyes are the windows to the soul is more real than most realize. And mine are the eyes of…. Fortunately I have the ability to perhaps psychically ascertain qualities of people-good and bad. This has aided me well in that which I have done for so many years.
I wish to relate more about my history and background so that it may aid the readers in realizing what makes me what I am. Firstly, Toronto, my exact birth date corresponding to the accepted calendar is uncertain by perhaps a few years or perhaps even millennia.
Yet as part of my functions with the Sages, it was highly essential that I have various birth certificates or passports for different days, years and countries of birth. What is certain without doubt is that I was the firstborn of my parents and I was born on the first day of Chanukah. Interesting that this was on the 30th day of November in the year I was born, or so I was told. More interesting is that the first day of Chanukah in 2002 A.D. falls again on November 30. Is this a portent or what?
From the time I was three years old I began to learn and study, and was considered then an “illui. (genius)”
My maternal grandparents, much more so than my parents, were responsible for my Jewish education and by the time I was five I was quite at home in the Chumash, T’nach, Torah-then on to Talmud, Midrash, Mishna, the Zohar and especially the Kabbalah and the Zohar (the Book of Splendor), I which for unknown reasons particularly fascinated and possessed me as soon as I began my studies as a young child and in which I was thoroughly at home by the time I was fourteen years of age. Even more did I then know.
Secretly-my parents, siblings, my rebbes, were not to know that I had also been studying Kabbalah secretly. I took to it like a fish to water and as my maternal grandfather frequently explained to me the reasons for secrecy-namely the rabbinic establishment believed that for one to study Kaballah, he must learned in all aspects of Torah and be over 40 years of age. There are and were ample and just reasons for this-which I will explain later.
All that I learned was taught to me by individual rebbes, masters of Kabbalah and the Zohar, one and one. I had many different rebbes teach me-they did so until each respectively felt that they could teach me no more and that I need others with greater knowledge than they possessed. My grandfather and his fathers for many generations were true Kabbalists and thus, with I being the firstborn grandchild, my grandfather, Rav Meir and my grandmother, Yental, ensured that I would continue in the paths of my ancestors.
In my teens, I translated the volumes of the Zohar (Book of Splendor-by Rabbi Shimeon bar Yochai), which was brought to him by angels and which took some thirteen years to complete, while he hid in a cave all the time because the Romans had placed a bounty on his head))-(much more about him later)-from about 80% Armaic and 20% classical Hebrew in Yiddish.
This was then considered miraculous and when my grandfather died I ensured that my writings were buried with him in his plain unadorned pine coffin-never to be published. Yiddish was my “mama lution”-when I started Kindergarten I could not speak English and was called the greenie-I laughed then in a bygone age and within 3 months I was as fluent in English as Yiddish and classical Hebrew.
Then as I look back at another life, another lifetime- was I apparently smart or clever or what? I quickly surfed through public school and high school-the details of how I will relate later and finished high school the year I was bar mitzvah. To young then to gain admission to the University of Toronto, I forged what was to be my birth certificate-indicating I was 16 and was accepted. My intention from the time I was 6 years old and wanted to be a doctor but this was not to be for my father died suddenly of a coronary at 45 leaving no estate at the beginning of my third year in Honor Science. I then assumed the mantel of responsibility for my aged grandfather, my mother, 3 young sisters and my younger brother I managed to obtain my degree but worked at the same time to make enough money so that they would not be destitute.
I then decided to enter law school-greatly grieving because I could not become a doctor-but my duties were first and foremost to my family. I was now the breadwinner. During law school I worked and made very considerable money, to the envy, jealousy and -worse of my law school colleagues, graduating at 20 or so, and having attended only 5 lectures in the entire four years. I was now married, having met my wife when I was 18, in University –in September 1952-love at first sight and married the following May. I was also a father of 2 children when I graduated from Osgoode Hall.
I continued my efforts financially and otherwise, and by the time I was 21, I was a multimillionaire-to the envy and jealousy of even boyhood friends with whom I went to law school.
Some months after graduating from law school, I applied to medical school at the University of Toronto-met with the then Dean, who was a noted anti-Semite. His very first words to me-“you are a Jew, don’t apply-I will make sure you are not accepted,” …and I was not.
At this point I exploded at him and asked him to explain himself-which he did-his words-“Jews are individualists and not conformists and they should not be doctors-too many Jews are doctors and we need no more Jews in medicine. “And you”, he said to me “all you have done is sit on your backside, making money and making more Jews-you now have two children.
You know nothing about the realities of life-whereas I have been a soldier, seen action, been in many places throughout the world-what have you done and where other than Toronto have you been?” I shouted at him, called him vile names and told him where he could go. But in a sense he was right-what did I indeed know of the realities of life? This changed very quickly.
I left his offices and notwithstanding his words and threats, I appeared before the Admission committee-where the Dean in his so called majesty prevailed-the other members of the committee were obviously fearful of him. I was rejected. Some two or three months later sitting in my law office-pondering my choices-I recalled his words-“You know nothing of the realities of life”! He was right and having noticed the disasters taking place then in the Congo, I suddenly decided that there I had to be-to learn the realities of life. Within two months I was there and quickly began to learn the realities of life. This in itself is a rather lengthy tale-for another time.
Suffice it to say that for the first time in our married life I was not wholly truthful to Ruth, my wife and to our very young now 3 children. I did not lie but I did not reveal the entire truth to her at first. I told her I had to go to Africa for a period of time on business and she reluctantly allowed me to go. If I had told her the full truth-that I was about to join the fifth commando and fight-she would have had her mother and mine stay with the children and gone quickly with me.
When I leveled with her totally, she indeed did accompany me to many of the hell holes of the world when she could, and where we healed, assisted and donated our money to those so sick, so destitute and so depressed-the walking dead for all intent and purposes and invariably all thought we were going on vacations to Caribbean or other paradises.
This was my wife as she then was, proud, brave, fearless, undauntable and in all her magnificent glory. She was the epitomy of a Lady of Valor I knew that what we were undertaking was extremely dangerous and there was no way I should allow her to be in such danger. But her will was of steel that had been tempered 10,000 times. It would be hard enough on our children if I were killed-but an absolute disaster if she was injured or killed as well-leaving 3 small children then as orphans.
I and she, at times when she could, spent much time in Africa over the years-initially with the fifth commando where I was a combatant-but I could not kill, never could and still cannot kill any living creature-not even a fly and because of certain events which are horrifying and too lengthy to relate here, I became the medical officer.
From childhood days I knew I had some ability to heal-the Kabbalah calls it “thaumaturgical healing”-the dictionary, “miraculous” but what is certain, my ancestors and the B’esht were known to have healed thousands of man, women and children, whatever we may call this healing.
Often when my siblings came down with the usual childhood diseases I seldom so succumbed and couldn’t understand why I too could not stay home as they did. Thus at times I pretended I was also ill and was able to stay home for a day or two, sometimes even a few, until my parents caught on to my ploy.
However as our family physician, the late Dr. William Harris, noted I did not become ill with mumps or a number of other childhood diseases and when the various diseases were contracted by my siblings, it seemed that the symptoms disappeared long before they normally should. He began to wonder whether my presence was in some way the reason for it. I recall his mentioning to my parents, speculating about it, and why I never contracted the same disease most children usually did and why my siblings healed much faster than normal.
It wasn’t until many years later as I studied Kaballah and my family history, I found that some of my ancestors where healers and were what is now described as thaumaturgical healers. Indeed the Kabbalah discusses healing of illnesses and injuries in great detail. Rabbi Israel ben Eleazar, the Baal Shem Tov and founder of Chassidim was known to have cured thousands of men, women and children throughout Europe.
My lineal ancestor, Rav Dov Baer, a disciple of the B’esht and in due course his successor in all areas and especially the leader of the anonymous sages was know not only for his wisdom and holiness but also for his ability to heal.
Indeed even today in Chassidic circles it is still said that if one could only watch Rav Baer, then known as the Maggid of Moiseritsch, cut his tails, they the watchers would absorb great holiness, which emanated from him. His contemporary, Rabbi Aaron Benjamin Solnik, also one of my ancestors was a noted Responsa writer.
In due course I too realized and found or so I thought, that I could heal thaumaturgically as well and I did so in Africa and in many other places throughout the world. Even in Toronto but I did so quietly, little known, never seeking payment of any kind, nor fame. I simply followed in the footsteps of my ancestors going back to about 1271AD-Rav Abufulia.
In any event I traveled to almost all the hellholes of the world-from Africa to the Middle East, Israel, Syria, Iraq, Iran, Lebanon, Egypt etc.- to the Far East-China, Burma, Indonesia, Japan etc., learning, studying and healing wherever I went.
In due course- after losing my beloved Ruth, I was approached by a man who I later found to be involved with the Sages. I was ready because of my emotional state.
It was with a view to acquainting and familiarizing me with them, and with the objective to my becoming a member of their organization, which I did.
Apparently unknown individuals in Africa and elsewhere had observed me. They somehow knew all my background and ancestry. Added to that fact, came the realization that I had also known for many years that I had a rather marked aptitude for languages.
I went to Africa for a number of reasons, which I will subsequently, and to learn the true realities of life. I was finally accepted by the 5th Commando as a combatant by the then commander, a huge and powerful Irishman, a giant of a man, Colonel Mike Machoare-know usually by a similar, somewhat derogatory name. I advised him I new nothing about fighting, nothing about guns and all that was related thereto he became furious and told me in no uncertain terms to “get the hell away” and stop bothering him or risk being shot. I refused and persevered.
At one point I believed he would shoot me, but I still persevered. Finally glaring at me with much disdain and disbelief, he allowed me to stay on the condition I could literally survive the next three days of “training”-exquisite torture in the extreme of extremes I called it. Each night I did not believe I would awaken in the morning and ere my eyes closed I said the “Shma Israel, Adonai….. ” (Hear Oh Israel…..). But miraculously I survived, became a combatant but since I am incapable of killing any living creature-even a fly-I would shoot in the air or in other places so as not to kill. Finally someone realized I was speaking and understood the native dialect of the enemies and I was then camouflaged and was placed behind the enemy lines to bring back plans or their intentions, which I successfully did.
Thereafter I became the troop medic-a medic without instruments or medicines. But somehow I saved a number of lives and even performed a number of successful surgeries. It is said “The Master Awaits The Student” and this; I must assume is how I succeeded. In due course I was appointed as an intelligent officer, was decorated for bravery in action and finally became a ranking officer before I left the Congo, only to seek out and enter all the other hellholes of the world-Burma, Indonesia etched…
While in Africa for periods ranging from several days to several weeks suddenly I was as suddenly fluent in the tribal dialects language almost as if I had been born to them. I found that I needed only to be totally immersed, with a group who spoke any given language for short periods of time, to become totally fluent in it, having never been exposed to before. A genetic trait or ability?
In due course I was quite fluent in about 26 different languages and dialects including tribal dialects, including African and others. This facilitated my traveling in all countries including Arabic speaking lands. The only language I will not speak even as of now is modern Hebrew.
I fully understand it but I will not speak or even let on that I know or that I can understand it. Hebrew to me has and always will be the “lution kodesh”-the holy language and I believe it should not be spoken other than for holy purposes. I will converse in Aramaic, Yiddish, fine, but not Hebrew. Of course few agree with me, but that is their prerogative.
As Junius in ancient Rome stated in his dialogue with the Chief Magistrate-“I may disagree with what you say or believe but I will fight unto the death your right to do so.”
I state I no longer believe in all that I have always believed in. Yet there is much that defies explanation. For example, the biblical code which I am intimately familiar with but all that is known is that the code has barely been cracked and yet with that which we now have- i.e. the Bible could well be a computer printout of a kind unknown to mankind. Indeed with the little we know we have found many prophecies in the Bible that have indeed come about. How could such be? Further, the Baal Shem Tov married the daughter of an illustrious Rabbi whose son was indeed one of the greatest Rabbis of his time.
The father sensed that there was more than met the eye when he allowed his daughter to marry the B’esht but his son was violently opposed to the marriage. Rightly so in his opinion because the B’esht was not learned in Torah, Talmud etc.-he was in effect an ignoramus. Yet as time passed the B’esht acquired a most prodigious amount of knowledge much to the surprise of his antagonistic brother in law. Some years later the B’esht wrote a letter to his brother in law-the original remains in the files of the late Rabbi Meir Schneerson, whom I had the greatest of pleasures to meet.
The letter astounded the brother in law who then became the foremost admirer of the B’esht for his recently acquired knowledge of Torah etc greatly exceeded that of his father in law and indeed his brother in law.
How this could be so for there was none to teach the B’esht? The letter he sent reveals some of what we may call secrets or mysteries or the unknown. In his letter the B’esht wrote that each night about midnight he was visited Elihu Hanovi and by the spirits of the most renowned Rabbis no dead for may centuries. Indeed they taught him all that he knew about Torah, Talmud, all the knowledge in existence, holy and otherwise and apparently the means and ways of thaumaturgical healing.
Further when the B’esht began teaching students and disciples, one of whom was Rav Dov Baer, my ancestor as aforesaid, he would frequently take some of his disciples in his wagon including Rav Baer to very distant places and would arrive there it seemed to his disciples as quickly as they left. How could this be so-for it meant a form of transportation unknown to this day and which may never be known? Instantaneous transportation? Travel faster than the speed of light? A star wars scenario-“beam me aboard”? In any event it is light years beyond my ken.
I translated the Zohar-all its volumes-from about 80% Aramaic and some 20% classical Hebrew into Yiddish when still in my teens and I am reasonably content in knowing as little or as much as one could about Kabbalah and the Zohar. Fortunately I had the most brilliant of Masters, now long dead and during my studies with him I discovered a section in Gematria (Numbers) that seemed to indicated by use of certain equations the lifetime of any individual.
My Master forbade delving into it further for he felt that this was only in the realm of G_d and not for human study. I obeyed him for many years after his death and then rekindled my knowledge. I believed that if knowledge was available it was there to be sought out and learned or else it would not be present. I studied it and found I could not comprehend the intricacies of the equations nor the mathematics involved. For this reason I studied Quantum Mechanics until I acquired the necessary education and knowledge.
Armed with this I attacked again Gematria and in a relatively short time was able to comprehend the equations and had only to fill in all the variables. These variables required much knowledge about an individual’s life from the time he was born and of course this posed an obstacle that could not be overcome. I then filled in many variables of some men and women who had passed away-including my late father, mother, grandparents and some others.
I was in what was tantamount to a state of total shock and disbelief of that I found. The accuracy of the equations was at the very least amazing beyond belief-while not completely accurate, the closeness stunned me. On further analysis I realized that if all the variables were in place it was possible to determine how long one would live. On further analysis I found that if one could live for a certain number of years, that individual only could alter the expected lifetime-for example, by suicide. I calculated the time left to me and was even more astounded.
Now perhaps I began to understand why on least three occasions I disembarked aircraft before they took off and on each occasion they all crashed destroying all aboard.
There were other happenings which I then considered miracles and all of which can be substantiated and documented.
The aforesaid was much of the reason I agreed to become part of the Sages. However what I was able to recently ascertain and obtain, most highly secret documents in the USA concerning Israel. Is this a doomsday scenario? In short, if Israel was attacked by her enemies and was unable to defeat them except by nuclear bombs, which well may be, perhaps in all likelihood the case, the USA would immediately knock out, through massive bombardment, all of Israel’s nuclear capability and would allow her enemies to destroy her and all her people-ostensibly to prevent the spread of a world-wide nuclear holocaust.
Again the Jews, of the first nor in all likelihood the last time, are to be the scapegoats of the world-this planet earth. When this was brought to the attention of the Israeli politicians most of them denied that such plans existed or that they would ever be implemented, and they claimed the documents were probably forgeries. These high ranking politicians are in a state of so called denial-for whatever reasons.
Only a few of them including some high in the Massad believed what they saw and tested the documents in certain ways that confirmed they were totally authentic. Politicians-small pricks as I previously stated, even in Jerusalem.
Unfortunately those who do believe are presently in the minority and may be powerless. There are however ample means to overcome the USA plans-they may not succeed, but these means are the only options left to us if we are to survive. It goes without saying that if Israel is destroyed, the lives of all Jews worldwide would be worthless-forfeited, and that all Jews then, probably could, no, undoubtedly would be very quickly and totally destroyed. Hitler’s “Gotterdammerung”. These are the reasons for my beliefs having come to naught.
I have spent now many years with the Sages at my own expense and performed certain functions worldwide secretly, on behalf of Judaism primarily and thus indirectly for Israel. I am at all times and remain in a state of sheer amazement, no there is a much more vital and accurate word, that my fatigued mind cannot at this moment, bring forth-the electric connections are almost worn out, that the Tzaddikim Nestarim could have existed and do still exist, as vital and potent, even moreso, now as never before in their long mysterious history-for almost 2000 years. How then could this be? Except by divine fiat.
How could Rabbi Shimeon bar Yochai, the writer of the Zohar-created such an entity? What did he know? He was never known as a prophet to his contemporaries, even to his illustrious son, Rabbi Eleazar. Mysteries and more mysteries, hidden in the fog of history, thus we/are indeed the Sages. Such, in and of itself, is what I could call miraculous if miracles exist. But minds exponentially far greater than mine either have not found the answers, if in the remote event they did, they did not reveal them.
In a sense this reminds me of the Patriarch-Abraham’s son, Isaac, who on his death bed was about to reveal to Jacob the exact time the Moishiach (Messiah) would come, but his lips were stilled by the angel of death before he could do so.
My Hebrew names are Abraham, Isaac. Two years ago on Rosh Hashona I was called to read from the Torah. The chazzan was in a state of shock when he repeated my Hebrew names-for the portion I was to read was the sacrifice of Isaac by Abraham. The chazzan was an elderly man and whispered, almost shivering, that never in his fifty some years as a chazzan had this ever occurred. Subsequently he asked other Chazzanim whether they had such occurrences. Never, they said Never, and were too greatly amazed. Why? Why me? Another indecipherable enigma
Now I am physically and emotionally fatigued from all that I have done, from all that I have witnessed. Realistically I do not think that I can longer carry on any longer-as I have in the past-for to do so could cause irreparable harm to the Sages and to Judasim.
I tendered my resignation reluctantly and it was accepted with great reluctance, even ore sorrow than reluctance. For it was told to me that they hoped I would assume the mantle of leadership as several of my ancestors did-in particular, Rav Dov Baer.
Deep within me I knew that I could never be as Rav Baer or the others and I was content to carry out the numerous missions requested of me-which I did always more than satisfactorily in many countries, even those who were the arch enemies of Israel and Judaism. I stated unequivocally that no man is indispensable and it was time for new and strong young men to take on that which I had done.
I agreed to help train them, my replacement in particular, which was a small part of my task in the past few months and that I would always be available when needed. This is how I sorrowfully departed. Yet on my departure I was quietly advised that I remained “in the loop” and that I would always so remain. Which meant in other words, that if the necessity arose and I was needed, I would then be called upon. I subconsciously expected this although I did not relish it.
My autobiography is rather long, extensive and sets out all the details of my life in every respect. However it cannot be published for at least twenty-five, more than likely fifty years after my soul departs this suit of clothes. Unless catastrophic or other cataclysmic events necessitate its publication for it could readily cause world anarchy and point out unerringly who the vilest wrongdoers are and invariably they are the so called high and might in their respective societies-the Pillars of the Communities wherein they reside. Whatsoever there may take place or there may be, the Book will be entitled
“Mine Are The Eyes ……………of”
Again, an act, the true purpose of which cannot now be ascertained-but if the Kabala is correct, the reasons for all actions, will be manifested in the fullness of time, be it long or short. Or so I believed. Perhaps I may so still believe. There is so much more to tell and write-it could readily take months of merely talking. And as I review all, I wonder if in fact all that I had undergone and seen and heard, was but an imaginary journey, a figment of my imagination. Perhaps my life as well is such and unexplainable. It is said truth is stranger than fiction. If I am indeed, in my right mind, and all that I have done, seen, heard and witnessed, is not simply imagination but a figment of an overwrought, imagination, then indeed truth is exponentially stranger than fact.
The reader reads in wonderment, barely able to believe or comprehend the words. Then I begin to philosophize-what are we, as human beings? We live our three score and ten.
In the terms of the Universe, our lifetimes are but a blink of 1/100th of 1/10th of one % of a nanosecond, with a nanosecond being one billionth of a second. What is the purpose of our existence, our lives? None can answer. Is there truly a G_d as I once believed-perhaps I still want to believe. Can I? Dare I? Do I truly and deeply want to? Is it not perhaps genetic memory pushing me on? In truth, I know not. Or is religion the opiate of the masses as the communists believe?
Unfortunately I may too be lost and should retire to a cave or Yeshiva to ponder and meditate for the rest of my life. In the Atlantic Ocean, the precise longitude and latitude I cannot now recall-once each year and I have witnessed it, a rather large area suddenly appears as a fog. And the fog consists of billions of insects who flew into the air to mate and then to die again-all within a few hours. They mate and the larva produced returns to the ocean where it lies gestating for a period of time that results in more insects that then mate again and die. The circle never ends. Are we humans also such a circle?
I disdain material possessions-having once all the toys only great wealth could buy. But then my wife died and with all my wealth I could not save her. What good did my wealth do for me? Or her? Thus I expended it on behalf of others throughout the world who truly needed to merely survive. Of course the chagrin of most of my children who wondered why I didn’t set a large sum aside, a nest egg for my elder.
Only Jonathon, the young surgeon in Atlanta, of all my children understands. It has never been my nature to worry about others do-security-for old age. And my wants and needs are small. Indeed in the past few months I have expended all my remaining financial assets and resources for those truly in need the areas where I was. Can I, with this attitude, lack of financial resources, live in a so called normal society now?
I end this segment by stating that I have been to Syria, Iraq, Iran and several other countries who are totally determined to destroy Israel and all Judaism in ways that would make Hitler burst with pride and dance the dance that once belonged to the demons that danced with glee-beneath the sea as humans drown over and again to satiate their evil desires. Because of my fluency in numerous languages, nuances and dialects and my ability to be a chameleon and to ably portray the parts of some living and some dead, I was able to succeed in all my undertakings.
Had I not done so, I can state without qualification that today there would be no State of Israel. Indeed there may well be now Jews alive on this planet Earth.
The tale to be told will be filled with not only my rather insignificant exploits, but far more important, those of countless, unnamed men and women, who for many centuries in countless countries, gave up and continue to give up, their lives in indescribable ways, even unto the very present…… for the Sages…….and thus for their people. My autobiography in all fairness should be labeled their bibliography, their story and most certainly it will de dedicated to all of them for they are the most intrinsic part of it.
This work, this book I have undertaken, is great in magnitude, broad in scope, invaluable in importance and I must, beyond any doubt, complete it. I too now, as Rabbi bar Shimeon, knew when he was writing the Zohar, when my soul will depart these temporary earthly garments, and the time is nigh. Rabbi Shimeon’s divine task was to complete the Zohar and he also knew his time of Earth would soon end.
His task, the completion of the Zohar was exponentially far more vital to the Creator then was his death. It must be wholly completed prior to the departure of his soul to be reunited with its creator and Rabbi Shimeon was granted the time to do so. And when the final day came, Rabbi Shimeon cried out to his family and disciples “Do not cry! Be happy for this day is a day of celebration, as a wedding celebration for my soul is to be reunited with it’s Creator”. While my efforts are not of divine origin, I hope and pray, that I be allowed to complete my task, now my life’s work, ere my soul also departs. To be continued…….
MIRACLES-THAUMATURGICAL AND KABBALISTIC HEALING-LIVE 1000s OF YEARS! SOUNDS IMPOSSIBLE? IT IS’NT!
MIRACLES: KABBALISTIC AND THAUMATURGICAL HEALING
LIVE 1000 TO 36,000 YEARS!
IMPOSSIBLE? N0! LET ME PROVE IT TO YOU!
NOTE: This article has been written to provide the reader with some understanding of THAUMATURGICAL HEALING AND LIVING UP TO 36,000YEARS IN SUPERB HEALTH. It is not to be considered a complete description of it nor of its effects.
According to most dictionaries the word "thaumaturgical" if it is found at all, is defined as miraculous or closely akin to miraculous. But then let us examine the meaning of "miraculous" and such task I will leave to the readers hereof.
Thaumaturgical Healing is the oldest form of healing in the truest sense of healing and predates all other types of healing by countless millennia.
An experienced thaumaturgical healer can cure virtually all disease, heal all injuries and extend human life spans by centuries.
Sounds impossible? It isn't. It has now been accepted by science that the Patriarchs and others have lived in excellent health up to 1000 years or more calculated in our calendar's time frame.
This began with Adam who lived for 925 years and could have lived 1000 years but gave up the seventy five years so that the future King David would be born.
King David lived only seventy-five years for reasons that are obvious to biblical readers. The stories of those who lived many hundreds to thousands of years are legend.
Furthermore another question that modern science has been unable to answer is why, when the time came for the Patriarchs and others to die, they simply died quickly, without pain or disease.
Their hearts simply stopped beating. The electricity flowing through their hearts stopped as if on order and was ostensibly simply cut off as by a switch.
Not disease or old age per se killed them. It was their allotted time to die and they did. Did not Sarah, the wife of Abraham become pregnant with Isaac when she was over 100 years old? Did others not laugh at her plight and did she not laugh as well? Yet Isaac was born.
Let us now examine what transpires in the human body when it becomes diseased, injured or suffers from that most vile of all indignities-the ravages of age.
All living beings are subjected to and bombarded by billions and billions of cosmic particles or dust, if you will, every living second of our existence-particles from the cosmos in numbers beyond count, the calculations of which that could readily defy our most powerful computers.
These particles are also referred to as cosmic radiation and vary in intensity, as do solar radiation and flares. What is more, very few of these particles are known to science. The smallest particle known to science only recently is-exponentially smaller then atoms.
Indeed very little about cosmic radiation and its effects on living organisms is known. What has been reasonably established they the particles simply pass through humans using meridians and continued their merry way passing through the Earth as if it did not exist and into space. But where do they stop or do they stop?
After we have been subjected to the constant bombardment as aforesaid, the particles themselves continue their merry way traveling through our earth as stated to and through other planets and celestial bodies that inhabit all the universes, solar systems and all else that exists and that is as yet unknown to man. It is not known how far or how long they travel or how/if they can be stopped or what stops them and where or do they ever stop? This too is unknown.
The neutrino was theory for many years and proven to be fact as a result of experiments in Sudbury, Canada. (Details available on request) And how many countless more cosmic particles or dust, if you will, exists that mankind knows not yet nor can even imagine, and may not ever know?
What happens to living organisms when they are bombarded with such particles? We have finally found that pathways or meridians exist in living organisms' bodies and they are the means through which cosmic particles pass.
I believe that such particles travel using an electromagnetic force as a means of propulsion and what is the effect of electromagnetism or some sort of electric floss on the organisms? As yet this is too unknown.
However when, for whatever reasons, the meridians become blocked so that the cosmic particles can no longer pass through and when the electro magnetic emitter mechanisms no longer emit electromagnetism because the entrance of the meridians is blocked so that charged particles are prevented from gaining access to the organism.
Without the healing electromagnetic flows passing through the organisms, they begin to suffer from disease or injury that could well prove fatal if the meridians continue to remain blocked for extended periods of time.
I nor other healers can as yet not determine when an organism will perish. When the meridians are totally blocked for relatively long periods and the thaumaturgical healers are unable to remove the blockage the organism begins to die and soon perishes.
It is the function of the thaumaturgical healer to remove all blockages from the meridians or pathways cosmic radiations travel so that the electrically charged particles that heal the organisms in ways unknown to man can continue traveling through the meridians.
It has now been established that the electromagnetism produces electrical currents in living organisms that are indeed vital to life and to health.
Thus it is indeed essential, for the living organism to quickly divest themselves of diseases and/or injuries so that life spans can be extended substantially. This takes place only if and when the blockage is removed so that the cosmic particles can continue to flow through the meridians and by doing so continue to feed the organisms with the life force or electricity as we may refer to it.
The question is frequently asked why the life spans of mankind have diminished from 1000 years or more to thirty years several centuries ago and only relatively recently have life spans begun to increase again. The answer is as yet unknown.
All life is dependent on cosmic radiation and the electromagnetic effects or electricity for without such hearts could not beat, brains would be a mass of useless cells and nerves would be as but wire like strings going nowhere and thus life as we know it could not exist.
What then is a thaumaturgical healer? Invariably but not always such healers were religious people such as Rabbis who were well learned in the Torah, Talmud, Kabbalah, Zohar and all the other holy writings.
Thousands of men, women and children came frequently from all around the then know world at great risk, to be healed by, for example, Rabbi Israel ben Eliezer, the founder of Chassidim and later known as the B'aal Shem Tov or B'esht-Hebrew for the master of the good or holy name.
He is only one of unknown numbers of such healers. His successor, Rav Dov Baer, was not only a thaumaturgical of great renown, but also a "maggid," a holy itinerant storyteller.
He was my lineal ancestor and it is perhaps through his genes that I am such a healer. I knew not this for many years but ultimately found this to be true.
The question arises of how thaumaurgical healers affected the cures and all else they accomplished. The answer is still to a great extent unknown.
What is known however is that the healers were able to detect the blockage in the meridians or pathways earlier discussed, remove the blockage that had clogged them and thus allowed the continuous flow of electrically charged cosmic particles, now known to be a definitive life creating and sustaining force.
In such events the patients, for lack of a better name, lived in good health for many years, up to 1000 or more as they may well do again.
The healers, both then and now, to succeed initially must ascertain where the blockage in the pathways or meridians is and which of the countless meridians are blocked?
Once this was done they then must remove to the blockage to succeed. Far from an easy task since it meant that each healer must utilize the extraordinary powers of his mind to locate the blocked meridians and to remove the blockage. The stress, the physical and mental exertion on the healer is enormous.
I provide a number of case studies of my own to demonstrate. The procedure could take many hours of sheer concentration and the end results were not necessarily manifested immediately.
Without doubt all healers, including myself suffered from total physical and at times emotional exhaustion from the efforts expended and awaiting the results. Yet I have cured many of disease, healed injuries and it appears that I too have extended life spans.
The Chinese acupuncturists are perhaps in a sense the closest to thaumaturgical healers for they have recognized the existence of meridians and pathways and use very fine needles to insert painlessly into the pathways to remove what blockage they can.
Unfortunately thaumaturgical healers then and now did not have the benefit of such fine needles but used their conscious and subconscious minds, mind efforts and controls to affect the desired results.
I have found that significantly more successful results occur when the minds are fresh and at such times they are best utilized to heal for a number of reasons I will explain on request.
Is thaumaturgical healing an inherited or acquired ability? The answer as yet is far from clear. The probability is that it is genetically acquired but far more proof must be presented before such a statement can be made definitely.
Evidence now seems to indicate that thaumaturgical healing can be taught to certain students. Without doubt to succeed as a healer must, he must be exceptionally learned in the Torah, Talmud, T'nach, the Medrush, the Mishna and many other holy writings but especially the Kabbalah and Zohar (Kabbalah derives from the Hebrew word, "to receive" and the Zohar, known as the Book of Splendor.
It was written by Rabbi Shimeon bar Yochai who, with his son Rabbi Eleazar, spent thirteen years hiding in a cave after the destruction of the second temple. During Rabbi Yochai's sojourn in the cave, angels, at the direction of Raphael brought the Rabbi the knowledge that he was to write for the sake of all humanity.
According to my Rebbes or Kabbalah Masters, because I have survived without so much as a scratch in situations where hundreds perished.
I performed acts impossible or so I thought, until I succeeded in performing them having no previous knowledge of what I did, acquired wisdom and knowledge heretofore unknown to mankind and used this wisdom to cure disease and heal the most fatal of injuries, I was advised by him to formally take the name of Raphael. I did so in a Kabbalistic ceremony many years ago and I am now protected and guided by Raphael the Angel and the Healer.
I have performed numerous lives saving surgeries successfully and not knowing anything about surgery prior to my so doing. This too is based on the dictum-"The Master Awaits the Student."
My conclusions are based on study of Torah, Kabbalah, the other holy writings and quantum mechanics (physics) is that thaumaturgical healing is the result of emanations (cosmic radiations) created by the Creator and it was taught to humans millennia in the past. This is sine que non, an impossibility but as Einstein stated "that without religion there is no science and without science there is no religion."
Most important is that the latest findings of quantum mechanics have now confirmed that which was written in the Kabbalah countless millennia in the past.
The Zohar, known as the Book of splendor, may predate the Kabbalah even though it is an integral part of it, for the three angels who visited Abraham and Sarah gave them a gift of the Sefer Yetsira, the opening portion of the Zohar, because of the hospitality they received in their home.
Both the Kabbalah and Zohar are Books of Mysticism, Metaphysics and even Metatheology according to some authorities. Jewish mysticism in the Kaballah deals with myriads of diseases on many levels, both mental and physical, injuries and life spans.
This continues to elude western knowledge or the proof demanded by current western medical standards, to rid mankind of the ills that plagued humankind since it existed on this planet, Earth, some 15.85 billion years ago. Thus when it is established beyond a reasonable doubt that humankind has been on Earth for some 16 billion years, it becomes a fact, a fortiori, that the Kaballah also has existed for the same time, as has Torah and all the other holy writings.
I studied Quantum Mechanics because of my desire to learn more about cosmic particles, electro magnetism and the electricity they emanate and the effects of it on living organisms. In recent years the latest findings in Quantum Mechanics have corroborated that which was written about disease, illness and longevity countless millennia in the past.
I stated unequivocally that the Earth had existed for over 15.8 billion years and that humankind, as we are defined, was shortly on Earth thereafter. Initially laughter greeted my beliefs but gradually laughter was replaced with respect, awe and questions?
How did I know or learn what all the greatest scientists alive knew nothing about? This may be answered in the near future. In recent years Dr. Gerald Schroeder, chief physicist and chief of cosmology at MIT, an orthodox Jewish scientist confirmed that Earth was about 15.85 billion years old and not five billion years as had previously been believed.
How did mankind exist almost 16 billion years ago?
This still remains an enigma but the answer is clearly stated in the Holy Writings of Judaism. At least for those who believe in the Torah, Talmud et al. But a tantalizing clue has been manifested.
Several years ago the famous Leakey's, the great anthropologists, came upon fossilized human remains in a remote part of Africa. Standard carbon dating techniques were used to determine the approximate age of the fossil that established it to be about 35,000 years old but it had no similarities to other humanoid species prevalent at the time.
It was decided to subject the remains then to DNA testing that was not as accurate as now.
Nevertheless a storm of surprise swept over the scientific community when the results were announced. The results of DNA testing established beyond doubt that the remains were at least 500 million years old and conceivably several billion years old. This too is written in the Kaballah.
My dissertation which was ridiculed at the time suddenly found many supporters who also asked-"How did I know?" I was thereafter greeted with a respect bordering on awe by fellow students and even professors, none of which I appreciated,
Thus Darwin's theory of evolution at least as humankind is concerned is dead and buried as is the rigidity of Newton's laws of Physics that have also been buried by the latest findings in Quantum Physics.
I did not know what a thaumaturgical healer was for many years. As a child I rarely suffered from the common childhood diseases such as mumps, chicken pox et al and I envied by siblings that they did not have to attend school. On numerous occasions I pretended to be ill and had contracted various diseases.
Occasionally my mother would relent and allow me to remain at home with my siblings for a day or two.
I tried everything I could think of to become ill from touching them, laying in bed with them, being sneezed upon, drinking and eating from the same utensils but to no avail. I was sick at heart because I was forced to go to school. But a most unusual occurrence took place.
The doctor we used found that the diseases, in all my siblings had disappeared long before they invariably did according to existing patterns and this puzzled him greatly.
He questioned my mother at length to determine if she had varied the routine of giving them medicine or had done anything else unusual for them? Of course she had not and she so advised the doctor.
However the physician, the late William Harris, MD simply did not give up since childhood diseases came at random and at different times of the year.
He one day decided to examine me when I too stayed home from school as was my wont and found me to be disease free. He began to question me more and more about my contact with my siblings when they were ill and he also noticed he had never treated me for any of the illnesses that afflicted my siblings simply because I had never became ill as they had.
He put two and two together and realized that it was my close physical presence with my siblings that reduced considerably the effects and duration of their illnesses while I never became ill at the same time except to fake it so that I could also stay at home and not go to school. This prank did not fool my parents for long.
The doctor, the late and brilliant Dr William Harris, experimented with these thoughts the following year and came to the mind numbing conclusion, contrary to medical science, that it was my presence which had caused the unusual and minor effects of the diseases on a comparative basis as well as my never having become ill as had my siblings.
He then began to believe that it was something in me that helped my siblings recover much faster than normal, without many of the usual manifestations of the illnesses and that I never succumbed. He indicated that somehow, in some unknown way, I was able to heal others.
Unfortunately about this time his one and only son who was a Canadian soldier and one of the first to perish on the beaches of Normandy during the invasion of Europe in WW II. The news virtually destroyed him and he was thereafter never quite the same Dr. William Harris.
In any event I finally knew I was somewhat different than my siblings but knew not what it was or meant of what I should do about. I did nothing for a period of time and several years later when I was about thirteen and driving one of my father's trucks without his knowledge or permission, I came upon an auto accident in which a young man was thrown from his vehicle, seemed barely conscious and in great pain.
He was lying on the roadside all bystanders simply stood gawking until I shouted for someone to call an ambulance or fire department and to give me thick blanket to cover him.
I was not trained nor did I know what to do. Suddenly the words of my Kabbalah rebbe or master as I called him at times rang in my ears. "The Master Awaits the Student."
I took the blanket and covered him gently since he was shivering, because of cold, shock or whatever else the cause, I knew not. Then he appeared to fall asleep but I later realized he was unconscious. I let my mind become totally blank except to think or concentrate totally on him and I concentrated with every iota of my physical and mental strength totally on him and felt was in a sort trance.
Quite soon I sensed what I know now to be the meridians or pathways-countless in number and microscopic or less in size and diameter. Suddenly I could sense rather than feel that some of the meridians seemed to be plugged up as if they were pipes that had so become.
I then forced my mind, conscious and subconscious, to exert whatever abilities or powers I possessed to clear the blockage and I was totally unaware of anything or anyone, even the passing of time. After what seemed to be an eternity, he appeared to come out of his unconscious state and opened his eyes but said not a word.
Then fortunately medics from the fire department and medics in ambulances arrived. I backed away as they treated him unaware of what they were doing. He was then placed in an ambulance and was rushed away. By this time, I was totally confused, soaking wet from sweat as a result of my efforts and totally without any strength.
Then what seemed to be the fire chief, a man approached me and asked who I was and what I did to help the fallen man. I was rather speechless and could not explain what I had done-not really knowing myself, and all I could do was utter my name and ask if the man was going to be all right.
The chief looked at me with what seemed to be surprise and said the injured man was well on the road to recovery and in all likelihood because of my efforts to help him, whatever they might have been. I was more surprised than he was. Then I recalled what Dr. William Harris had said to me several years ago and realized in some way I was not an ordinary person and seemed to have some ability to heal and help others.
After the above took place I concentrated further on the Kaballah with my rebbe and found references therein to many types of illnesses and of healing abilities.
These abilities were known for countless millennia to be thaumaturgical in nature and had been in existence as long as mankind had. Although dictionaries refer to thaumaturgical as miraculous, there are no miracles involved. Rather the nature of thaumaturgical at this time had become unknown.
I now believe that most, if not the Church as had been done to the records of the Mayans and Incas had destroyed all written records of thaumaturgical healing. Yet Rabbis and other well learned men continued to heal countless thousand of people throughout the centuries.
Thus in my opinion the knowledge of thaumaturgical healing was destroyed, lost, forgotten, ignored by Western medicine or had disappeared for reasons unknown in the dim fogs of billions of years of prehistory. Yet there remains in the Kabbalah all that need be known about thaumaturgical healing if one is capable of understanding and reading in its proper context.
In thaumaturgical healing there is absolutely no physical contact with the person in need-only by the use of the mind, conscious and subconscious, can one be helped. Yet there are healers whom I have met and seen what they had accomplished even in my presence and I am tempted to call what they do "miraculous".
Apparently a minute portion of mankind possess what is called the Naz genes (for Nazareth) because it is believed Jesus possessed them and by touch he could make the blind see, cure disease, heal injury and more.
This is virtually the same that I encountered some years ago in Brazil deep on the Amazon River. I came to a tribe where rumor had it that a healer of unequalled abilities existed.
And I found him. A wizened old man who appeared to be in excess of 100 years of age and asked if I could observe what he did. It was so agreed provided I said nothing nor interfered in any way.
Shortly thereafter literally hundreds of Indians from numerous Amazon tribes stood in long lines to see the healer.
He need but only touch them with his hands and utter a few words and I saw what I could then describe only as miracles and we know miracles as such do not exist but countless abilities beyond our ken do.
Those who were blinded by accident, illness or otherwise could suddenly see, those who were deformed by accident, injury, disease or even at birth were as if no deformity ever existed, those who were injured and bleeding profusely, open, gaping and infected wounds in various parts of the body apparently requiring immediate surgery suddenly closed and appeared healed-no bleeding, no bandages, no evidence whatsoever at least visibly that there were ever any injuries in the first place.
That which I have described is almost commonplace especially in primitive societies and the results of the minute few blessed with the "naz genes"-a detailed explanation of such is available on request.
As a thaumaturgical healer I must do all I can with but with my mind and not by touch and indications as to the results of my healing usually require a wait of minutes to many hours--- before I know whether not I succeeded.
Yet when all is said and done I know full well I have saved the lives of countless numbers of children especially in third world countries such as Africa-but for how long? I also know I have saved many lives in Canada, USA and other Western countries and do so quietly without fanfare or payment of any kind. My payment is the joy I obtain by seeing my patients healed and healthy.
I have studied the Kaballah and the Zohar since I was a small child and my ancestors for hundreds of generations were Rabbis, Kaballists and Healers, many of whom devoted their entire lives to assisting others and those in need.
Thus I must assume that my healing abilities are genetic in origin and that the genes that were my ancestors are now mine. I have recently experimented with thaumaturgical healing from various distances with promising results and I intend to continue such experiments to determine beyond doubt that thaumaturgical healing can be used at distances.
An interest question or problem concerns me and as yet I have found no answer. Since the electricity from the electromagnetic effects is the key factor in survival of all living organisms including of course humankind, how does the electricity function in the bodies of the organisms? Do the cosmic particles emit negative or positive ions and do the bodies of the organisms attract either of the ions so that life continues, diseases are cured and injuries are healed?
Or is it the organisms that attracts to it either or both positive and negative ions and how then do such flow through the meridians of the bodies and attach themselves to the various organs and other elements of the bodies that cannot function without electricity or perhaps electromagnetic floss?
We are well aware that many lower forms of living organisms such as turtles, sharks, birds, bats and other life forms are totally dependent on the ebbs and flows of electromagnetism not only to survive per se but for direction, time and other vital functions? Perhaps in time the answers will be deciphered from the Kaballah.
On the other hand it is clear in the Kaballah that there are fifty degrees of holiness and even Moses was only able to reach the forty ninth degree. Is then the degree of holiness in humans a factor in longevity, health and curing of injuries? Now let us examine what car called the "naz" genes that are reputed to exist in only a very minute number of human beings.
The healing effect exerted on others by one who is born with the naz genes defies not only understanding but is supposedly totally impossible according to the laws of physics and chemistry known to science. Take Jesus as an example or a shaman in the Amazon who possesses such genes.
Thereafter I will discuss several case studies involving many who I have thaumaturgically healed. For those interested I will supply details of cases I have healed in the USA and Canada but of course without revealing identities.
You might also note that while my given name is Irving, I have been called Raphael for many years. This was the result of my Kaballah Master or Rebbe advising me that I must honor Raphael the Angel.
This was because he has guided and protected me on many occasions when many perished and I was totally unharmed.
I underwent a Kaballistic ceremony whereby I was then named Raphael but I am allowed to maintain my given names yet I am called by most who know me as Raphael.
Please note Raphael is the third Angel and the Healer, who stands behind the throne and to the right of the Creator.
Please also note I have not edited this explanation and there are obviously redundancies and perhaps some minor inaccuracies-all non intentional. Yet truth is often stranger than fiction.
Raphael (The Healer) Solnik
Read Dr.Gerald Schroeder "Genesis and the Big Bang"
Can thaumaturgical healing cure all diseases, heal all injuries and extend life spans for many thousands of years?
There is evidence that before the flood humankind lived up to 1000 years and more. Russian scientists have discovered that certain Czars lived for 20,000 to 36,000 years in the far distant past and there is empirical evidence that this was so.
I believe that once the puzzle of the "aging" and selfish gene is solved that mankind again will be immortal or at least almost immortal.
Many years ago I was taught by an Oriental Sensei to how harness and control the immense powers of the subconscious mind by eliminating the guard-the policeman who guards the gate to the subconscious where all knowledge ever acquired by homo sapiens is stored and is readily recovered by one who harnesses the infinite and immense powers contained therein-it is truly the wisdom of the Creator endowed to mankind by the Creator and accessed by all who possess the knowledge and ability to do so.
I never cease studying and learning and must do so forever because of inate selfishness of the selfish gene. The true purpose of the selfish gene is to prevent human kind from total and irrevocable destruction.
Some 15,825 billion years ago the Earth was created from nothingness- an absolute impossibility according to the so called immutable laws of physics. But the immutable laws aforesaid are not immutable-everything is subject to change-now accepted as the truth by most physicists.
As soon as Earth was created homo sapiens appeared on the scene. Impossible? Only to fools and charlatans. Thus mankind has been on Earth for almost 16 billion years.
This too is accepted by those who are truly wise and accept the fact that there is never anything new for what took place now has taken place before. What took place in the distant past is repeated over and over again until the end of time.
But time is endless-it was, is and always will be the same without change as decreed by the Creator of all. The infinite names of the Creator mean the same-I was, I am and I always will be. Ponder these immutable words for therein lies the answers to questions that will never be answered.
Much of my knowledge has been in my subconscious mind since the mind was created. Yet every night precisely at midnight Sages who lived many thousands and thousands of years ago, yea, even billion years ago-from the nameless and to others such as Ezekiel the prophet.
They come to teach me holy works-the Godhead- as they have for many years. Some 2000 years ago the warrior Rabbi-Rabbi Akiva together with three renowned Sages gained access to the gardens of the palace of the Creator.
A journey fraught with risk and great danger.
Only Rabbi Akiva returned and thereafter he never uttered a word about what he had seen, learned and experienced. Why?
According to my Kabbalah masters I am protected by and endowed with the knowledge and wisdom of and by Raphael the Healer, the third angel. He stands behind and to the right of the throne of the Creator and for reasons unknown and beyond my comprehension he is my protector and guiding force. I am not alone.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for thou art with me, thy rod and they staff, they comfort me.
Rabbi Israel ben Eliezer, (circa 1698 AD), the founder of Chassidim, was also taught in the same manner as I. I seek the reason for my being in this dimension of life but I will never know the answer until my soul is reunited with the Creator. "Raphael" means "Healer of God" or "God Heals."
THAUMATURGICAL HEALING AND MIRACLE MAKERS!
A MIRACLE MAKER CAN CREATE "MIRACLES"-CURE DISEASES, HEAL ALL INJURIES AND EXTEND LIFESPANS TO MANY THOUSANDS OF YEARS USING THAUMATURGICAL HEALING!
Are miracle makers all that they claim to be or are they charlatans?
I found rather late that I had exceptional thaumaturgical healing abilities. dictionaries define "miraculous" in many ways. I suggest the reader look it up because there are many variations. To me however "miraculous" means an act done by God or with his assistance through his angels.
Alternatively thaumaturgical healing is accomplished in ways unknown to mankind now. It is hidden, destroyed, lost or forgotten in the fog of prehistory dating back 16 billion years ago.
Thaumaturgical may or may not be miraculous but it is simply the ability to utilize the energies from the Cosmos-we are bombarded every second of our lives with countless atomic and subatomic particles most of which we either know not, or they have been lost or forgotten. The smallest particle known to man is the neutrino-billions of times smaller than atoms.
It is estimated that the human body is bombarded by some 5 billion cosmic particles and continue their journeys through the Earth as it did not exist, to where and for how long we know not. They travel, in the human body, through pathways or meridians and the ancient Chinese know this and their knowledge resulted in acupuncture.
The smallest that is now known is the neutrino but there countless thousands more that we know not and nothing about.
Thaumaturgical healing is "healing" provided by the Creator and my ancestors for many centuries have been Rabbis, Talmudic Sages, Kabbalists, Mytics, Thaumaturgical Healers, Responsa writers-the list appears endless-and I apparently inherited some of their abilities through genetic engineering or another means not known to humankind.
During their lifetimes they were totally devoted to helping others and saved countless thousands from death. Thaumaturgical Healing can cure virtually any disease, heal any injury and greatly expand life spans-for did not our Patriarchs and others such as Adam live many hundreds of years?
I too have saved many men and women from death-when Western Medicine said they were hopeless and I continue to do so with a very high success rate. In particular I am most concerned with Africa where some 80,000 children die daily and I have given my wealth and time to save as many as I could.
What is incomprehensible to me that no matter how many millions of dollars I have given for the sake of the children-they indeed are the future if there is to be a future, and what is, to me, incomprehensible, vast sums come to me which again I use for the "walking dead"-the children- and I do so to the great chagrin of some.
Having experienced most of the realities of life and having survived "sane", I believe, there are many times I question the existence of the Ultimate Creator, which is also incomprehensible to the mind at this stage of our development.
According to the Kaballah, a Kabbalist would state that "Ayn Sof"-Hebrew for "no beginning and no end"-in other words -infinity-created G-D, because our minds are accustomed to the name of G-D, and there are 72 names by which G-d may be called.
Suffice it to say that we can barely comprehend that which has "no beginning and to end." How then can we even conceive beyond infinity?
But in order to enter the Palace of the Creator-an intelligence so vast and beyond our comprehension even in our wildest imaginations-our minds must evolve somehow to grasp the meaning of the latter to understand creation, all its ramifications and reasons.
Personally I have had numerous "out of body experiences" when my soul departed for other dimensions or planets or stars or whatever exists, and it returned with knowledge unknown to us prior to its departure.
Incomprehensible? Beyond any doubt. In French we refer to sleep as "le petite mort"-the small death and in Hebrew our first prayer on wakening is to thank G-d for restoring our souls.
As the late Winston Churchill stated--and I take the liberty of paraphrasing-"a puzzle in an enigma, surrounded by mystery."
Furthermore my wife-we were married at 18- underwent minor and unneeded surgery when in her thirties and as a result of gross surgical negligence-she died within five days-when the youngest of our five children was only 14 months old. Incomprehensible? Indeed!
And then, had I had the power, I would have destroyed all of creation, for so great and terrible was my anger. But since then, having been face to face with the realities of life, I carry, so to speak, the worries of the world on my shoulders-from the German-"Weltschmerzen"-"world saddness".
I am unable to divest myself of it. Yet on the other hand, I have faced death numerous times when many others perished in incidents wherein I should have also perished, but I survived without a scratch.
Was it the wings of Raphael, the third angel on our right, the healer, who stand above and behind the throne of the Creator, that created a type of protective "force field" that prevented me from perishing--and why?
Raphael means Healer of God. What is my destiny and my journey on this planet for?
Again beyond comprehension! Yet while I suffer the anguish I have referred to, I still as a human being enjoy deeply all the bounties this life offers-from the beauties of nature-to music, concerts, symphonies, art, culture, fine food and rare wine, the company of others who are not merely sheep.
As Ulysses (Tennyson) stated-"How dull it is to pause, to make an end, to rust unburnished and not to shine in use. As though to breath were life." If such were to be my lot I would have ceased to exist in days long past.
However since I live and enjoy the bounties of this life, I cannot enjoy as I would like to.
Namely by myself, for sharing with others would exponentially increase life's beauty and enjoyment. Lo Dode, Dode Le.
From the Song of Songs that is Solomon’s-"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine". Who did Solomon refer to? Some believe it was the Queen of Sheba and others believe it is the Sabbath, G_d, the country of Israel or perhaps the Israelites as a nation, because Solomon was their King.
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